Surreal.

I've just read some blogposts, and mostly, they were all about the play festival. They were all about how the playfest was finally over. How the pressure, the anxiety, and all the stress was gone. I still cannot believe it, until now. Maybe I will never believe it. It was all so surreal. Was it only yesterday when we chose our play? Was it only yesterday when we auditioned for the roles? When I was shocked that I will be playing the role of Florante, and relieved when I was playing the role of Mordecai? When we had arguments and disagreements in the classroom?When I was complaining about how tired I was with our play practices? When we were doing the props? The script? Everything that has to do with the plays? Was it only yesterday? Was it?

And now that I think of it, time really flies fast. Sometimes, all I wonder was all about how everything I do seems like a blur. Well, it is a blur actually. A while ago, we were just attending Mass, then the next thing I knew, I was eating dinner. Frequently, I feel that I have much time. A lot of time.

Anyway, I am filled with mixed emotions. I feel happy that the burden was over. Finally. I feel sad and I miss our play practices already. But the dominant emotion inside of me now, is nervousness. Uneasiness is bugging me and it's really exasperating. Regular classes makes the big knot in my stomach much larger than a basketball.