seriously happy.

How does it feel when you pretend to be happy? When you pretend that everything is right? When you actually did something wrong but no one knows? You feel guilty, right? Then, a little voice deep inside you will keep on torturing you to tell the right thing until you go crazy. Really ka-ray-zee. But did you ever feel so awfully happy that you cannot contain it? That your heart may burst any minute? Time's running and I'm growing. Growing old. And as I grow, past experiences taught me a lesson and that is, "True happiness comes only from goodness." Every time I see expensive, beautiful things, it's as though I just want to snatch it from the owner or break its glass container in a store. They just really catch my attention. But of course if I did either of the two, I'll end as a criminal. So instead of doing that, first, I ask myself, "Will I be truly happy if I have the things I want?" Second, I turn my back from those expensive things and never look back again. I just remind myself that I can get them myself through my hard work. But even without them, I can still live. In the future, I will not lie or cheat in business because definitely I'll be fired. Even if giving service to people is tiring, at least in the end it makes you feel very happy. And if I ever fell in love with somebody who does not love me back, I'll never buy his love because we'll never be happy for eternity. I'll never marry a man for his riches only but also of his abounding values in life too. For all the people I love, I'll never hurt them because it will only make me sad. Doing the wrong thing will only upset God and God is the least person I'll ever hurt. At first, I thought doing good is boring. People will only laughed at me. They'll hate me. But I was definitely wrong. Doing good makes me truly happy while doing bad may make me end up in jail.

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