Life Law One: You either get it or you don't.

Have you ever worked hard for something you really want to get? Well, if you did, I, on the other hand, did not.

When I was younger, I was constantly on the top three of our class. My goal: Top one. On the fourth quarter, we had lots of exams. Did I study? Hell, no. For I know, I will not fail. I'm smaaart. I'll just play my Barbie dolls and watch "Tom and Jerry". I believe in my own self.

I realized in the end, that I was wrong. Of course, I was. I ended up in the fourth place. That's what I get for being
L-A-Z-Y.

Lesson learned now: It depends on me, whether I want to succeed or fail. I shall not blame anyone for the things I did. Only me and only myself is the one to blame. For now, I want to discover and use the huge power to change my life. Well, not entirely my life. But only the bad, unnecessary things I've done. I should know how to play the game so that I'll not be stuck. I'll not be someone who is forced or pushed to do something. I, myself, will be the one to push myself to get what I want and need.

I want to become someone who gets it.