Here's the thing.

The thing is, I think I might die from thinking too much of how our CAF play will be tomorrow. Seriously. I think I might die from thinking of negative things. Okay, so I am really trying to nourish my mind with positive things, but the negative ones just keep popping into my head. The feeling is really different. My heart beats so fast as I type, that a while ago, I looked outside, wondering who's playing the drum. My stomach keeps on churning and churning and churning. My throat is sore from practicing. I am really washed-out.

It's 1:30 in my clock now. I'm sweating so hard, even if I only took a bath minutes ago. So, here's the thing, I might die of too much worrying. Well, okay, not really die, but maybe, passed out. I know, I know, I am overreacting and paranoid of things, but you don't know what the feeling is like.